BINA IMAN 2010

heyyy i'm back from bina iman :)

whoaa it was so fun. being in one bus with my X5, singing together, laughing, celebrating rey's "birthday" (one thing we always did last year, everyday). especially when the tire exploded under me. it was like "boom! boom boom boom" hahaha. fortunately we arrived wisma shalom safely and happily.

first day

arrived at 12.30pm, we were so late. opening service, snack, and check in to our rooms. it was raining almost the whole day. talent show at 9pm (if im not mistaken). everybody was happy there. laughing. share some creativity. i went to room at 12 cause we have to attend the evaluation meeting first. after that, gossiping with others while eating popmie, and went to bed at 1am.


second day

woken up at 5am by the knock on the door, went to bathroom and realize that my period has come (yeah it was so crazy). not in the good mood that day. attended the second session about how to appreciate ourselves and others. at the end of the session, we wrote the letters of compliment to our friends. it was great. each of us were given an envelope with a paper inside. we wrote our name on the envelope and stick it to our chair. then our friends wrote some compliments about us.
dedication service at 7pm if i'm not mistaken. ended with apologizing each other :) , hugs, tears, something like that. then sleep.


third day - last day

woke up at about 5.30am. took a bath. went down to the hall for morning devotion by vania . had breakfast with fried rice. then the games time! we've been divided into 15 groups, for sharing, games, etc. there were 7 checkpoints in different places. they were very fun and exciting. went back home at about 2 or 3 pm, after lunch. singing on the bus, making jokes about soraya and hans. hahaha. with the mustache thingy, LOL. stop by at the rest area on highway. had a fishburger at A&W. arrived at school at about 5pm.

i was so happy :DDD

thanks to you all

need your supports

i'm back people :)
got 4 exams this week driving me crazy.
the worst are today's exams: DOUBLE MATHS =.=
but they weren't as difficult as i've thought. so just hope the best.

anyway, this week was FULL OF SURPRISES.
hmm, just two, actually, but they've successfully surprised me.
2 big news.

first:
Hillcrest Senior High School, Melbourne, emailed my uncle that it's better for me to move there on year 11. that's mean, i must be there on January 2011.

I.HAVE.NOT.PREPARED.ANYTHING.YET

seriously. and that's mean i only have about 3 months left to say goodbye to my friends, family *well fortunately i'm not in a relationship with anyone =p*..

but before everything, i still have to have an IELTS test as soon as possible. if the result is over than 5, than i have to have an-online-interview with Hillcrest, by skype. cool, eh? hahaha.

somehow i feel like it's too fast. thought i have 1 year then received a news that i have to move on January ==" . but once again, life's about choices, and i have chosen to continue.

just pray for me, people..


the second surprise:
yesterday, dad got back home with 6 Jakarta-London-Israel plane tickets.
ok i'm surprised. really. haha.
then one thing came on my mind: i must be at Melbourne on June 2011.
dad said "that's not a problem. we can meet at KL. and your school will be on winter holiday that time" .

gosh. i realized again that, yeah, time does flies. sometime it flies faster than what we want. sometime it flies faster than what we've thought. we can do nothing except fly together with it, huh?


that's it..
:)

Trust His Heart

All things work for our good

though sometimes we can't see how they could

struggles that break our hearts in two

sometimes blind us to the truth


Our Father knows what's best for us

His ways are not our own

so when your pathway grows dim

and You just can't see see Him

remember you're never alone

God is too wise to be mistaken

God is to good to be unkind

so when you don't understand

when you don't see His plan

when you can't trace His hand

TRUST HIS HEART

He sees the master plan

and He holds our future in His hands

so don't live as those who have no hope

all our hope is found in Him


we see the the present clearly

but He sees the first and the last

and like a tapestry, He's weaving you and me

to someday be just like Him

God is too wise to be mistaken

God is to good to be unkind

so when you don't understand

when you don't see His plan

when you can't trace His hand

TRUST HIS HEART

He alone is faithful

and He alone is true

He alone knows what is best for you

so when you don't understand

when you don't see His plan

when you can't trace His hand

TRUST HIS HEART

*somehow this song gives me extra power to face this life, face my problems. feel so great knowing that He's still here with me. and i know, though life doesn't always work as what i want, His wonderful plans are waiting for me :) ..
i love You, GOD :*

holiday.is.now.over

holiday is overrrrr!!

yeahh and please welcome midterm exams + a lot of assignments deadlines :'(

but remember:




got that picture when i was browsing for my civic task =="

just because..

i was about doing my PE assignment about HIV/AIDS, when i found this picture.
somehow it attracted me hahaha. don't know why. yeah, HIV/AIDS seems to be an endless problem. especially for us, young generation. it is very related to our life. look at this:

problems --> wrong friends --> wrong solutions --> cigarette --> drugs --> hiv/aids --> DEATH

one thing i want you know is, if you want to destroy your life, do it yourself. dont destroy ours. dont smoke in public areas, dont offer drugs to your friends, etc etc etc.

everyone will die, i know. but at least i dont wanna die with my lungs turn black and broken. noted it.

little time on my busy days..

heyyy..
guess what am i doing now!
something about:

brain

problems

suck formulas

yep! doing my 27-numbers PHYSIC homework!

well i finally do this myself when i realized that i couldn't asked for anyone's help anymore. hahaha. so here i am. with some physic-stuffs like calculator, papers, book-of-formulas, etc etc etc.

have been doing these since 2pm and i havent finished it until now.

something i want to tell u all is as long as u try, try and try, there will be an answer. sounds cliche but believe me, that's true.

the truth is i have successfully done few numbers, even-tough i'm not really sure bout the answer. hahaha.

i've tried, right? :D


okay, have to go back to my honey, physic =.= ..

have a great day all!!

dont forget: TRY! :)

my favorite tweets =p

here are my favorite tweets on twitter. just wanna share it =p :



ihatequotes Depression is not a sign of weakness, it's just a sign that we have been strong for too long. -Elizabeth Gilbert #ihatequotes

DamnItsTrue
God is writing my love story. But He's run out of ink and the pages are blank. And right now, I'm ok with that. #DamnItsTrue

wilzkanadi
Truth is, everybody is gonna hurt you. You just gotta find the ones worth suffering for. -Bob Marley

Di mana pun kamu.. Semoga pesan ini sampai, meski tanpa perahu. Aku sangat kehilangan kamu. -Kugy, Perahu Kertas

Tiffanywilliam

In the end, everything won't end the way you've expected. For things & people change, they never stay the same.

Tiffanywilliam

There's ɑ time to begin, there's ɑ time to end. For an ending teaches us that nothing is ever permanent.

Tiffanywilliam
Farewell may suck. But if it's meant to be, it will find a way, however hard it will take.

RickWarren
Learning from mistakes is slow & painful. Learning from mentors is faster & easier-but it requires humility & teachability.

RickWarren

Do what God CALLS u to do with your life & you'll succeed. Do what u think will prove your worth & you'll fail miserably.