A.L.M.O.S.T

can you tell me how could one miss what she's never had?

how could I reminisce when there is no past?

how could I have memories of being happy with you, boy?

can someone tell me how can this be?


how could my mind pull up incidents?

recall dates and times that never happened

how could we celebrate a love that's too late?

and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say:


I miss the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we used to kiss


At least in my dreams

Just let me take my time and reminisce


I miss the times that we never had

What's happened to us we were almost there

Whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had

Never almost had you


almost - tamia

FINAL EXAMS (:

HI!!

lagi ulangan umum nih. mulai dari tanggal 26/11 sampe 2/12 nanti.
2 ulangan umum pertama (kimia n inggris) quite good. walaupun ada insiden ga bawa kalkulator. hahaha. thanks God and kakak kelas :D.

kamis kmrn tuh sebelum ulangan umum gue malah ke bandung. ikut WRC.

apa itu WRC?
WRC itu World Revival Center. kaya kebaktian tiap hari kamis di Bandung, di gereja gue.

ga nyesel sama sekali lho ngorbanin waktu belajar buat dateng. seneng banget malahan. kaya di 'refresh' di tengah minggu :) . harus dateng lagi minggu depan!

anyways, lagi kecewa. haha. ada beberapa hal lah yang ga gue suka dari seseorang. ga suka aja sama orang yang suka ngumbar janji tapi akhirnya malah ga jadi. ga enak lho dikasih harapan palsu :') ..

tapi yaudahlah. belajar aja dari situ. jangan berharap banyak sama manusia. haha.


should go back to my history book =p . bye all! have a nice weekend :D

a quote

got it from twitter:

"FAITH MAKES THINGS POSSIBLE, NOT EASY" -unknown
@Flipbooks

yeah thats so true. we still have to work hard but believe that all things possible. thats faith.
:)

bina iman -photos-

arent they so sweet? ;)

x5 on bus 1!!

up: vania-tifanny-naomi. down: karina-lea-me-melin

dedication service with the cross-shaped candles

letters of compliments time! -soraya-

lea and me -look at those pink umbrellas-

taken by Jonathan Lioe. i love this pict. karina-willey-naomi

jump! andrew-melin-me-karina-naomi-lea-william-tifanny-vania

my XIA2 performance :D

was just looked at my previous post and realized that ive posted too few photos. haha.
so, here they are..

BINA IMAN 2010

heyyy i'm back from bina iman :)

whoaa it was so fun. being in one bus with my X5, singing together, laughing, celebrating rey's "birthday" (one thing we always did last year, everyday). especially when the tire exploded under me. it was like "boom! boom boom boom" hahaha. fortunately we arrived wisma shalom safely and happily.

first day

arrived at 12.30pm, we were so late. opening service, snack, and check in to our rooms. it was raining almost the whole day. talent show at 9pm (if im not mistaken). everybody was happy there. laughing. share some creativity. i went to room at 12 cause we have to attend the evaluation meeting first. after that, gossiping with others while eating popmie, and went to bed at 1am.


second day

woken up at 5am by the knock on the door, went to bathroom and realize that my period has come (yeah it was so crazy). not in the good mood that day. attended the second session about how to appreciate ourselves and others. at the end of the session, we wrote the letters of compliment to our friends. it was great. each of us were given an envelope with a paper inside. we wrote our name on the envelope and stick it to our chair. then our friends wrote some compliments about us.
dedication service at 7pm if i'm not mistaken. ended with apologizing each other :) , hugs, tears, something like that. then sleep.


third day - last day

woke up at about 5.30am. took a bath. went down to the hall for morning devotion by vania . had breakfast with fried rice. then the games time! we've been divided into 15 groups, for sharing, games, etc. there were 7 checkpoints in different places. they were very fun and exciting. went back home at about 2 or 3 pm, after lunch. singing on the bus, making jokes about soraya and hans. hahaha. with the mustache thingy, LOL. stop by at the rest area on highway. had a fishburger at A&W. arrived at school at about 5pm.

i was so happy :DDD

thanks to you all

need your supports

i'm back people :)
got 4 exams this week driving me crazy.
the worst are today's exams: DOUBLE MATHS =.=
but they weren't as difficult as i've thought. so just hope the best.

anyway, this week was FULL OF SURPRISES.
hmm, just two, actually, but they've successfully surprised me.
2 big news.

first:
Hillcrest Senior High School, Melbourne, emailed my uncle that it's better for me to move there on year 11. that's mean, i must be there on January 2011.

I.HAVE.NOT.PREPARED.ANYTHING.YET

seriously. and that's mean i only have about 3 months left to say goodbye to my friends, family *well fortunately i'm not in a relationship with anyone =p*..

but before everything, i still have to have an IELTS test as soon as possible. if the result is over than 5, than i have to have an-online-interview with Hillcrest, by skype. cool, eh? hahaha.

somehow i feel like it's too fast. thought i have 1 year then received a news that i have to move on January ==" . but once again, life's about choices, and i have chosen to continue.

just pray for me, people..


the second surprise:
yesterday, dad got back home with 6 Jakarta-London-Israel plane tickets.
ok i'm surprised. really. haha.
then one thing came on my mind: i must be at Melbourne on June 2011.
dad said "that's not a problem. we can meet at KL. and your school will be on winter holiday that time" .

gosh. i realized again that, yeah, time does flies. sometime it flies faster than what we want. sometime it flies faster than what we've thought. we can do nothing except fly together with it, huh?


that's it..
:)

Trust His Heart

All things work for our good

though sometimes we can't see how they could

struggles that break our hearts in two

sometimes blind us to the truth


Our Father knows what's best for us

His ways are not our own

so when your pathway grows dim

and You just can't see see Him

remember you're never alone

God is too wise to be mistaken

God is to good to be unkind

so when you don't understand

when you don't see His plan

when you can't trace His hand

TRUST HIS HEART

He sees the master plan

and He holds our future in His hands

so don't live as those who have no hope

all our hope is found in Him


we see the the present clearly

but He sees the first and the last

and like a tapestry, He's weaving you and me

to someday be just like Him

God is too wise to be mistaken

God is to good to be unkind

so when you don't understand

when you don't see His plan

when you can't trace His hand

TRUST HIS HEART

He alone is faithful

and He alone is true

He alone knows what is best for you

so when you don't understand

when you don't see His plan

when you can't trace His hand

TRUST HIS HEART

*somehow this song gives me extra power to face this life, face my problems. feel so great knowing that He's still here with me. and i know, though life doesn't always work as what i want, His wonderful plans are waiting for me :) ..
i love You, GOD :*